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Fuck Approval: Artistic Freedom and Getting #Based

Lil B is the Andy Warhol of rap.

Creative freedom is regarded as something that all creators want and see as valuable. The question is freedom from what? Generally the forces that seek to control and limit our creativity are thought to be external. But what about ourselves? What role do we play in creating or accepting boxes, limitations, norms, rules, guidelines which fence in our creativity? I recently listened to an episode of the Accidental Creative podcast in which he talked about the concept of separating our personal feelings of self-worth from the way people react to our creations. The major theme of that lesson was that you are not your work and therefore shouldn’t behave that way emotionally. For me personally this was a powerful idea.

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So much of my feeling of self-worth is tied up in the things that I create. These could be pieces of music, ideas, companies, or groups of people. If I feel that I played a significant role in creating something then a great deal of my self-worth is tied up in the success of or the perception of that thing. As much as I try not to feel this way, if someone gives a negative review to a piece of my music for example, I feel personally attacked and it can have a real effect on my mood for the rest of the day or longer. This is not good both for the fact that you are exposing yourself to negative emotions from external forces that you can’t control but perhaps more importantly because the fear of being judged becomes internalized and you begin to set up internal boundaries for yourself. You try to begin to seek out ideas which are safer and more likely to earn more praise and less criticism. When we find ourselves backed into this corner, it’s a major loss for our potential as an artist. I feel that one of the strongest creative actions we can take is to dive fearlessly off a cliff into new territory without trying to fit into a box or seek an existing audience’s approval.

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Someone who I have a tremendous amount of respect for in this regard is Lil B the Berkley based rapper who’s also a member of The Pack. To the un-initiated one might listen to a song like ‘Look Like Jesus’ and hear Lil B rapping that ‘Hoes suck my dick because I dress like Jesus Christ’ and dismiss him as just another rapper. What makes him interesting is his willingness to go to ludicrous extremes, turn the hyper-masculine braggadocio of hip-hop on it’s head by rapping about how he ‘looks like a princess’ and he’s a ‘pretty bitch’ and fearlessly saying absolutely anything that pops into his stream of consciousness. Those who follow rap know that as in any art-form rappers are constantly dancing along a line of accepted rapper behavior and making short forays into as yet un-touched subject matter, attitudes and visual and musical styles. The history of stylistic change in hip-hop is incremental with few artists making bold leaps into new territory. What I see in Lil B is an artist relentlessly transgressing boundaries and pushing his art and persona as absolutely far as he can go.

With songs like “I’m God” and “I’m a Faggot” he seems to be constantly searching for ways to provoke his audience which is completely de-sensitized by tales of violence, sex, crime and drug-use in rap. What I respect about this is that here we have an artist in a genre of people proclaiming how fearless they are while relentlessly conforming. Lil B seems to truly not give a shit what people think. Not only does he not give a shit but he’s actually turned it into an ideology which he’s given the name “Based”. You’ll see the term pop up in the titles of his freestyles, on his twitter (which is terrific if you don’t mind your timeline being totally bombarded) and in his frequent name for himself “The Based God”.

In an interview with Complex magazine he explains:

Complex: What’s your definition of “based,” because you say that with everything. What does that mean? Lil B: Based means being yourself. Not being scared of what people think about you. Not being afraid to do what you wanna do. Being positive. When I was younger, based was a negative term that meant like dopehead, or basehead. People used to make fun of me. They was like, “You’re based.” They’d use it as a negative. And what I did was turn that negative into a positive. I started embracing it like, “Yeah, I’m based.” I made it mine. I embedded it in my head. Based is positive.

Complex: It’s also like a stream-of-consciousness thing when you’re rapping, right? Lil B: Exactly. In Based Freestyles, we don’t think. You just let your unconscious mind speak. You let the truth speak. I’m not pre-thinking what I’m gonna speak. I’m going to speak from what my mind says, and that’s the truth. That’s the truth right there. For those of us who are not Lil B what do we take from all this? For me it’s the power of fearlessness and a concerted pushing of artistic and personal borders. It’s an opportunity to look inward and try to identify where you’re limiting yourself with fears or desire for approval and kick that over. How do you see this working for you? How do you feel you’ve been limiting yourself?

Lil B – Freedom YouTube Preview Image

Facebook Censorship: Who owns your online presence?

Facebook censorship errorAs artists nowadays many of us spend a lot of time updating social sites, building our followerships and driving traffic to them. A few events recently have given me reason to think twice about this practice. The first was when Masalacism, friends of Dutty Artz, had their free blog shut down by Google. The second was this recent article by online marketer Glen Gabe whose stuff I like. In short he was trying to talk about a similar event on Facebook where a guy’s page with 47k fans was shut down due to a trademark dispute. Gabe was trying to post a link to a story talking about it on a blog to Facebook and Facebook blocked him from doing so saying there was a technical error (see image above). Welcome to the world of social media censorship.

One of the main reasons this is possible is that in fact, as much work as we invest in promoting our profiles and their sites at the end of the day legally we don’t own them. They do. And if they decide they don’t like how you’re using their site, they can zap you. The defense against this is not avoiding these sites but instead creating your own piece of space on the web that you actually own. In my case, you’re looking at it. I use my social sites, mainly Facebook and Twitter to drive traffic back here and if I lose both those profiles this is still a place for people to come find me that I actually own.

I setup this site for about $6.00 US a month in hosting costs and am enjoying running it. Its running the free blog hosting software WordPress which I like because it’s designed to be easy to update often. If you’re interested in doing the same I wrote a how-to post here that has step by step instructions.

Has anything like this happened to you? Have you had a profile deleted? What was your response?

How To Make Money In The Post Recording-Business Environment

Record executive stereotype.

Redmonk, a person I’ve been acquainted with through the music scene for a while made a comment on my post ‘I’m Doing It For The Scene Maaaan’ which was relevant to the thesis he’s working on. He posted a few thoughts and links in the comments to that post and rather than type out my reaction as a super long comment that people might not see I decided to do a post about it.

Generally the thoughts are all circling around how artists will make money after the business of selling recorded music, what I call the recording business, finally dies. I use the term recording business rather than music business because there are plenty of businesses about or around music which are making lots of money including gear manufacturers, educational institutions, makers of music listening devices etc. The biggest casualties I see in all this are the labels and at some level the artists. Redmonk is italicized below, my thoughts are interspersed.

Hey Matt, you might have seen this:

http://labs.timesonline.co.uk/blog/2009/11/12/do-music-artists-do-better-in-a-world-with-illegal-file-sharing/

Predicts that artists will supposedly soon be making more from gigs than selling physical copies of their music.

There are more and more theorists (including Gerd Loenhard – http://www.mediafuturist.com/) essentially arguing that we should be heard first, build an audience and then once the trust is there, they’ll pay to see our gigs, buy our merch etc. So give the music away for free (cos if people want to, they’ll get it for free somehow) and make money through other streams.

Firstly I don’t think giving all your music away for free is a valid model for first time artists. It creates the perception that that music has no value and makes it look like un-filtered amateur spew (which it often is) and makes people not think of it as professional. People still place great respect in the idea of ‘getting signed’ or ‘having a record deal’ even if it is just to some bedroom label putting out 12″s or digital singles. There is still an important role for the record label to play as a creative force, and it’s important to know that MOST labels are run by enthusiasts who are contributing to the dialogue about style and sound (like for example my label with Rupture Dutty Artz) by picking cool emerging artists and giving them a platform and helping to filter their output, not by guys in pin-striped suits sniffing coke in some big office trying to make money. Using ‘the record industry’ as a blanket term for some kind of exploitative boogie man is stupid.

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I’m Doing It For The Scene Maaan

I’ve been making music in various underground music scenes for the past ten years now. I’ve enjoyed it a lot. Generally you find great people in underground music scenes, people with a lot of passion and dedication who truly love music. When people are able to strike a balance between their underground aesthetic and being organized, special stuff can happen. But there are many times when people can’t strike that balance. One of the ideas that I’ve run into again and again in this world is the idea of ‘doing it for the scene’. On one level this is a very respectable idea: doing something not out of self interest, but to benefit the larger musical community. The problem I’ve encountered with this is that taken too far this can seriously undermine one’s ability to continue to function.

For example, let’s say hypothetically you are a small record distributor. You do it because you believe in the music, you want to support emerging artists and labels and you don’t care about money. You set up shop, take product on consignment from any unknown player with a willingness to press their material and start doing business. Consignment is when you take product before paying for it, warehouse it and pay when it sells. You continue to operate on this basis but because you have so many unheard of records released by labels with no business model or capability to promote them, sales are slow. Eventually, basic costs start to add up. The rent on your office is due every month. The bill for your shipping provider is rising. Eventually there comes a time when you have backed yourself into a corner. Nothing is selling and while you were hoping for an improvement you passed the point of no return. The shipping company has cut off your access to shipping because your owed bill is so high. Your landlord is initiating eviction proceedings against your office where you warehouse your product.

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