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WHY DRAKE SEEMS SO SAD: SYRUP, PLEASURE AND HAPPINESS

drake smoking in front of planes, looking sad


 Marvin’s Room (Shlohmo’s thru tha floor remix) – Drake by shlohmoA question I hear frequently asked about Toronto based Hiphop/RnB rapper/singer/child actor Drake in the press is why his new music is so depressing sounding and what does he have to be unhappy about? He’s young, rich and famous! He’s got a seemingly endless supply of adoring fans, pretty women, drugs, alcohol, money and a venue for his artistic expression to talk about his feelings. Hot97 is his psychotherapy couch.

When he sings:
‘Cups of the XO
Bitches in my old phone
I should call one and go home
I’ve been in this club too long
The woman that I would try
Is happy with a good guy

But I’ve been drinking so much
That I’ma call her anyway and say
“F-ck that nigga that you love so bad
I know you still think about the times we had”
I say “f-ck that nigga that you think you found
And since you picked up I know he’s not around”

(Are you drunk right now?)

I’m just sayin’, you could do better
Tell me have you heard that lately?
I’m just sayin’ you could do better
And I’ll start hatin’, only if you make me’

Drake strikes me as being honest here. Even though he has all of the above material and ego-enhancing things that many of us want, he is still not happy.  When artists are honest and speak about what’s really happening with them instead of repeating tropes that seem like the ‘industry standard’ (I’m balling! I’m awesome! I’m getting money!) it adds a richness of meaning, the texture of personal reality.  The current vogue for sipping XO (aka sizzurp, purple drank, or cough syrup made with promethazine and codeine) popularized by many rap/rnb artists including recently Drake and The Weeknd seems to support this pretty well. Codeine is an opiate, the same active ingredient found in heroin. It’s a central nervous system depressant that makes you sleepy and dulls pain when used when you’re sick. If consumed when you’re healthy it pushes pleasure buttons in your brain and feels great.   Taking codeine also kills you.  If you slow your central nervous system down enough you’ll just stop breathing. RIP DJ Screw and Pimp C. My question is: how much must you be suffering to make this glamourous lifestyle choice? Scientific research has pointed to links between the way we experience physical and psychic pain, like the pain of depression, including the fact that depression sufferers seem to have more acute physical pain.  As far as I can tell people who are happy and fulfilled don’t need to constantly take large amounts of central nervous system depressants like codeine and alcohol.

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Fuck Approval: Artistic Freedom and Getting #Based

Lil B is the Andy Warhol of rap.

Creative freedom is regarded as something that all creators want and see as valuable. The question is freedom from what? Generally the forces that seek to control and limit our creativity are thought to be external. But what about ourselves? What role do we play in creating or accepting boxes, limitations, norms, rules, guidelines which fence in our creativity? I recently listened to an episode of the Accidental Creative podcast in which he talked about the concept of separating our personal feelings of self-worth from the way people react to our creations. The major theme of that lesson was that you are not your work and therefore shouldn’t behave that way emotionally. For me personally this was a powerful idea.

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So much of my feeling of self-worth is tied up in the things that I create. These could be pieces of music, ideas, companies, or groups of people. If I feel that I played a significant role in creating something then a great deal of my self-worth is tied up in the success of or the perception of that thing. As much as I try not to feel this way, if someone gives a negative review to a piece of my music for example, I feel personally attacked and it can have a real effect on my mood for the rest of the day or longer. This is not good both for the fact that you are exposing yourself to negative emotions from external forces that you can’t control but perhaps more importantly because the fear of being judged becomes internalized and you begin to set up internal boundaries for yourself. You try to begin to seek out ideas which are safer and more likely to earn more praise and less criticism. When we find ourselves backed into this corner, it’s a major loss for our potential as an artist. I feel that one of the strongest creative actions we can take is to dive fearlessly off a cliff into new territory without trying to fit into a box or seek an existing audience’s approval.

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Someone who I have a tremendous amount of respect for in this regard is Lil B the Berkley based rapper who’s also a member of The Pack. To the un-initiated one might listen to a song like ‘Look Like Jesus’ and hear Lil B rapping that ‘Hoes suck my dick because I dress like Jesus Christ’ and dismiss him as just another rapper. What makes him interesting is his willingness to go to ludicrous extremes, turn the hyper-masculine braggadocio of hip-hop on it’s head by rapping about how he ‘looks like a princess’ and he’s a ‘pretty bitch’ and fearlessly saying absolutely anything that pops into his stream of consciousness. Those who follow rap know that as in any art-form rappers are constantly dancing along a line of accepted rapper behavior and making short forays into as yet un-touched subject matter, attitudes and visual and musical styles. The history of stylistic change in hip-hop is incremental with few artists making bold leaps into new territory. What I see in Lil B is an artist relentlessly transgressing boundaries and pushing his art and persona as absolutely far as he can go.

With songs like “I’m God” and “I’m a Faggot” he seems to be constantly searching for ways to provoke his audience which is completely de-sensitized by tales of violence, sex, crime and drug-use in rap. What I respect about this is that here we have an artist in a genre of people proclaiming how fearless they are while relentlessly conforming. Lil B seems to truly not give a shit what people think. Not only does he not give a shit but he’s actually turned it into an ideology which he’s given the name “Based”. You’ll see the term pop up in the titles of his freestyles, on his twitter (which is terrific if you don’t mind your timeline being totally bombarded) and in his frequent name for himself “The Based God”.

In an interview with Complex magazine he explains:

Complex: What’s your definition of “based,” because you say that with everything. What does that mean? Lil B: Based means being yourself. Not being scared of what people think about you. Not being afraid to do what you wanna do. Being positive. When I was younger, based was a negative term that meant like dopehead, or basehead. People used to make fun of me. They was like, “You’re based.” They’d use it as a negative. And what I did was turn that negative into a positive. I started embracing it like, “Yeah, I’m based.” I made it mine. I embedded it in my head. Based is positive.

Complex: It’s also like a stream-of-consciousness thing when you’re rapping, right? Lil B: Exactly. In Based Freestyles, we don’t think. You just let your unconscious mind speak. You let the truth speak. I’m not pre-thinking what I’m gonna speak. I’m going to speak from what my mind says, and that’s the truth. That’s the truth right there. For those of us who are not Lil B what do we take from all this? For me it’s the power of fearlessness and a concerted pushing of artistic and personal borders. It’s an opportunity to look inward and try to identify where you’re limiting yourself with fears or desire for approval and kick that over. How do you see this working for you? How do you feel you’ve been limiting yourself?

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When Pirates Attack: The Entertainment Industry vs. The Internet

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Just read an interesting thread about how a group of anonymous pro-piracy activists have gotten fed up with the RIAA, MPAA and other anti-piracy organizations launching denial of service attacks on sites like The Pirate Bay. Apparently a company called Aiplex was hired by the MPAA to launch a denial of service attack against The Pirate Bay. A denial of service attack is when one hammers a service with automated requests in order to crash or disrupt their operations. It’s as if someone set up a computer to call your phone a million times so that you couldn’t make or receive calls. In this case these were distributed denial of service attacks meaning they involved many voluntary users running a program call LOIC to participate in the attacks. Sort of like a flash mob for cyber aggression.

This is interesting in and of itself since it’s one of the first times I’ve heard of denial of service attacks being used as a form of protest. What’s also interesting about this to me is the rhetoric you read around it about ‘corrupt labels and studios’ and attacking Sony and Warner brothers. As if the participants see themselves as some kind of revolutionary movement rather than a bunch of people who just want to consume other peoples creative work without paying for it. What’s interesting is not that people want to steal stuff, I get that, but the interesting part is that they feel so self-righteous about it. As if it’s a moral imperative.

Here’s a quote from a comment thread discussion at TorrentFreak.com

“It is still aiming at the decoys or mirror images of the real targets. The real targets are the media companies like Disney, Sony and so on.

However if for whatever reason someone wants to stay with secondary targets then lawfirms are extremely vulnarable. Especially for IP lawyers taking out their E-mail system for a few weeks will damage their business (Not to mention to explain potential new clients why they are attacked by random people).”

As someone who understands the piratical impulse but is also on the other side of the line as an independent label owner I would love to hear from this community and hear what their advice is for someone like me. I am not a corrupt label owner but I am hurt by piracy as is the whole independent business. Sales are way down across the board and still falling. It means that for me and my friends running a label we really can’t afford to put ANY money into a release. Even recouping very affordable mastering costs is a risk. Not to mention huge costs like paying for PR to promote a record.

So my question is: if the pirate community is going to start to act like a movement what is your suggestion for small outfits like mine to be able to release the music or films you enjoy consuming for free? I’m not being sarcastic. The thing that I find weird about this is a lot of the rhetoric that suggests that people are seeing piracy as a movement or even an ideology. Clearly there are some very bright and technically savvy people in this community. How do you think content producers should be made able to be paid for our work if you won’t buy it? Technical, social or political solutions are welcome.

Facebook Censorship: Who owns your online presence?

Facebook censorship errorAs artists nowadays many of us spend a lot of time updating social sites, building our followerships and driving traffic to them. A few events recently have given me reason to think twice about this practice. The first was when Masalacism, friends of Dutty Artz, had their free blog shut down by Google. The second was this recent article by online marketer Glen Gabe whose stuff I like. In short he was trying to talk about a similar event on Facebook where a guy’s page with 47k fans was shut down due to a trademark dispute. Gabe was trying to post a link to a story talking about it on a blog to Facebook and Facebook blocked him from doing so saying there was a technical error (see image above). Welcome to the world of social media censorship.

One of the main reasons this is possible is that in fact, as much work as we invest in promoting our profiles and their sites at the end of the day legally we don’t own them. They do. And if they decide they don’t like how you’re using their site, they can zap you. The defense against this is not avoiding these sites but instead creating your own piece of space on the web that you actually own. In my case, you’re looking at it. I use my social sites, mainly Facebook and Twitter to drive traffic back here and if I lose both those profiles this is still a place for people to come find me that I actually own.

I setup this site for about $6.00 US a month in hosting costs and am enjoying running it. Its running the free blog hosting software WordPress which I like because it’s designed to be easy to update often. If you’re interested in doing the same I wrote a how-to post here that has step by step instructions.

Has anything like this happened to you? Have you had a profile deleted? What was your response?

Random Beautiful: Human Pylons

human pylons in iceland

My lady K sent me over this today and it really resonated with me. This is a great pre-emptive strike against NIMBYism ( = Not In My Back Yard ism) where every one needs power lines and the electricity that comes from them (unless you live off the grid I guess) but doesn’t want big ugly powerline towers in their back yard, which I totally get. Turning them into beautiful and mysterious giant skeletons is a really imaginative and fun solution. The figures were designed by Choi + Shine and are positionable so that they can be posed to appear to respond to their environment or situation.

The pylon-figures can be configured to respond to their environment with appropriate gestures. As the carried electrical lines ascend a hill, the pylon-figures change posture, imitating a climbing person. Over long spans, the pylon-figure stretches to gain increased height, crouches for increased strength or strains under the weight of the wires.

- from the the Choi + Shine site.

There is the whole school of thought that functional objects can be beautiful, things like Calatrava’s bridges:

But what about making things that are functional beautiful? I love the idea of this approach too. Function doesn’t have to be the final determinant of form. People are smart and certainly by issuing the challenge to make boring, ugly utilitarian objects that fill our man-made landscapes look cool we could find ways to build them for as cheaply but make them fun and interesting. I would love to see more of this going on in the world, in both urban and non-urban environments. I think you’d see people’s attitudes and behaviors towards these things shift as well.

How To Make Money In The Post Recording-Business Environment

Record executive stereotype.

Redmonk, a person I’ve been acquainted with through the music scene for a while made a comment on my post ‘I’m Doing It For The Scene Maaaan’ which was relevant to the thesis he’s working on. He posted a few thoughts and links in the comments to that post and rather than type out my reaction as a super long comment that people might not see I decided to do a post about it.

Generally the thoughts are all circling around how artists will make money after the business of selling recorded music, what I call the recording business, finally dies. I use the term recording business rather than music business because there are plenty of businesses about or around music which are making lots of money including gear manufacturers, educational institutions, makers of music listening devices etc. The biggest casualties I see in all this are the labels and at some level the artists. Redmonk is italicized below, my thoughts are interspersed.

Hey Matt, you might have seen this:

http://labs.timesonline.co.uk/blog/2009/11/12/do-music-artists-do-better-in-a-world-with-illegal-file-sharing/

Predicts that artists will supposedly soon be making more from gigs than selling physical copies of their music.

There are more and more theorists (including Gerd Loenhard – http://www.mediafuturist.com/) essentially arguing that we should be heard first, build an audience and then once the trust is there, they’ll pay to see our gigs, buy our merch etc. So give the music away for free (cos if people want to, they’ll get it for free somehow) and make money through other streams.

Firstly I don’t think giving all your music away for free is a valid model for first time artists. It creates the perception that that music has no value and makes it look like un-filtered amateur spew (which it often is) and makes people not think of it as professional. People still place great respect in the idea of ‘getting signed’ or ‘having a record deal’ even if it is just to some bedroom label putting out 12″s or digital singles. There is still an important role for the record label to play as a creative force, and it’s important to know that MOST labels are run by enthusiasts who are contributing to the dialogue about style and sound (like for example my label with Rupture Dutty Artz) by picking cool emerging artists and giving them a platform and helping to filter their output, not by guys in pin-striped suits sniffing coke in some big office trying to make money. Using ‘the record industry’ as a blanket term for some kind of exploitative boogie man is stupid.

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I’m Doing It For The Scene Maaan

I’ve been making music in various underground music scenes for the past ten years now. I’ve enjoyed it a lot. Generally you find great people in underground music scenes, people with a lot of passion and dedication who truly love music. When people are able to strike a balance between their underground aesthetic and being organized, special stuff can happen. But there are many times when people can’t strike that balance. One of the ideas that I’ve run into again and again in this world is the idea of ‘doing it for the scene’. On one level this is a very respectable idea: doing something not out of self interest, but to benefit the larger musical community. The problem I’ve encountered with this is that taken too far this can seriously undermine one’s ability to continue to function.

For example, let’s say hypothetically you are a small record distributor. You do it because you believe in the music, you want to support emerging artists and labels and you don’t care about money. You set up shop, take product on consignment from any unknown player with a willingness to press their material and start doing business. Consignment is when you take product before paying for it, warehouse it and pay when it sells. You continue to operate on this basis but because you have so many unheard of records released by labels with no business model or capability to promote them, sales are slow. Eventually, basic costs start to add up. The rent on your office is due every month. The bill for your shipping provider is rising. Eventually there comes a time when you have backed yourself into a corner. Nothing is selling and while you were hoping for an improvement you passed the point of no return. The shipping company has cut off your access to shipping because your owed bill is so high. Your landlord is initiating eviction proceedings against your office where you warehouse your product.

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Notes from Underground 1

This is a random photo of some of my hats, I just thought it was cool. Photo by Sugar Cookie.

I’m not sure what kind of blogging I will do from my phone but that’s not gonna stop me! Just the idea of being able to post my mad thumb typing that I do on the subway is very exciting for reasons I don’t yet understand.

Speaking of thumb typing did you guys hear that Styles P wrote a novel on his blackberry? I gotta read it.

Lately instead of reading science fiction which is my normal reading for relaxation purposes I’ve been on a self-improvement vibe. I just read Getting Things Done by David Allen which I liked and have embraced to a certain extent and am now reading one called The Four Hour Work Week by Tim Ferriss. I’ll write more about this one soon when I have time to digest it.

I think though that a lot of us in the underground really would do well to look at what some of these corporate and entrepreneurial people are doing and apply it to our goals. The goal of the underground is not to be broke, but to make great and uncompromising work. I think the approach up to now could use some re-evaluation and hope to go further into it here.

What do you think?

PS having now finished and published my first post with it blogging using the iPhone and the wordpress app is cool and pretty fun. Just saying.